hello again everybody! how goes it? well hopefully it goes good...well today was just a boring day...i went to my aunts doctor because my entire finger was swollen and when i went over to talk to one of the neighbors, Brooke, she kinda freaked out and took me to the doctor...so he popped the swollen part and all this puss came out it was really gross but yeah i thought i was gonna die...the doctor took it in for testing to make sure i dont have some thing weird...i forgot what its called...but yeah if i do have it ill have to be hospitalized and that wont be too much fun but hopefully my friends will be by my side...cuz i wouldent wanna die without seeing them lol...ok imma stop talkin bout dying cuz im afraid of death. but yeah if i do have to be hospitalized...i hope i have visitors...come visit me if you get the word i am. i dont know whats goin on between me and patrick i think he doesnt like me very much anymore...should i give up? or what someone tell me waht to do cuz my decisions lately have really sucked. i talked to kristen today she's an awesome person, if you dont know her, your missing out on alot. She's always there to talk to and she's one of those people that i can be myself around without feeling like a total idiot and i do around alotta people...and she's so smart and gives great advice! she's my best friend =). yeah my finger hurts i have anti-biotics for it too i have to soak my hand in water/soap, and then put ointment on it, and then take a pill so i dont die...YES! haha well yeah..i love my friends.....they always help me thru hard times like these. yeah and other than everything else bad in my life it all comes out to be ok....
give up or not? what do i do..leave a comment and tell me please!